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Screen Door
02:35
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I let you down again
Brought you up, but love pretending like I have no clue
Broke the screen door to the house I dreamed of staying in
It won't stay gone for much more
It’s exactly those two pieces
And I found out that we’re just two different people
I’ll fix the way it comes
Told the truth for too long but it didn’t solve a thing
It rained all summer long
But nobody cares to see again
It won’t stay gone for much more
And when I fall asleep, it comes back to me again
Can’t tell me that it hasn’t been too long
I wrote you down again x4
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2. |
Loser
03:16
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Can't help being drawn
to the feeling that I
Want to be lost
Want to be lost
You knew me enough
but I’m feeling that you
Couldn’t weather
Wanted better
I’ve been better, lately
I’ve been having a horrible night
Try to pick up with tireless fighting
Turn the light for the sake of another
Favor
Another favor
I can’t remember
You’re lost in the trees
And I’m feeling
Summers reeling
Can’t equate what the blur is
With broken frames
I’m still feeling
Weaker meaning
I’ve been having a horrible night
Try to pick up with tireless fighting
Turn the light for the sake of another
Favor
Another favor
I’m finally free of novocaine
I finally feel
Can’t forget all the horrible nights x2
Can’t do myself the favor
There’s no clean break from you
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3. |
My Violet
03:11
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It's been a weak fear
But I fear it nonetheless
You know the secret
Is that I can't keep it to myself
Feeling suffocated, brought in just to fail
But the thought of stopping just doesn’t seem fair
You’re in the background
Of the painting on my wall
I lived the last year
Hoping every day that you might call
What have we done
I try to forget things myself
What are we on
I often forget this myself
Feeling suffocated, brought in just to fail
But the thought of stopping just doesn’t seem fair
You keep these things to yourself
You write me letters I can’t read
You tell me things I believe
Why don’t we
You never had the answers
I’ll take your word, but just this time
I always thought that it would be there
When I came back, change of season
We never made it quite the right way
Cause I’m not there
What have I done
It all fell short
What have I done
What have I done
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4. |
And I Hate It
03:57
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It’s not my life so you can’t see
The thoughts you found because of me
I didn’t know how much it meant
But they’ll all laugh when they find out so
Come down with me
Fall from the sky
You’ll drown in it
Won’t feel alive
When I breathe deep, I still smell it
And I can’t deny I love the way you tell it
Then I drift in, I can feel it
But I’m not the type
You’re staring at the ceiling
Come down with me
Fall from the sky
You’ll drown in it
Won’t feel alive
We’re past the late night drives alone that will mean nothing
So tired of my place back home
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5. |
Mt. Holly
03:50
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Follow the
lines dividing those who come and go
If you can see
Reflective yellow
The only light you'll know
The wheels been turning but im not out of control
Promise to call you just as soon as i get home
I'll be fine
Fall asleep
Well get home in time
In your dreams
You'll remember this day till you die
Quietly
What a higher power brings
So All around
Decision bound
The angel’s chorus sings
The motion
One honest mistake
The caution
So carelessly thrown away
The color
A fevered display
Of flashing
silhouetted in red
The wheel’s been turning but im not out of control
Promise to call you just as soon as I get home
Buried you four days later
From the pavement split
Bella Donna, please come back
Your mother’s sick
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6. |
Lead Paint
03:11
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I can't see you anymore
But still
I walk around you body
With the scraps that barely fill
You left me with the burden
You left me with the burden
I can see you now
In the place I thought I'd see you drown
But, I stopped to watch you breathe
Cause I wasn't sure if you be in the morning
I was laying on the floor
While you
Where out there running circles
For months and we all knew
You were sleeping in the cold
You were sleeping in the cold
I can see you now
In the place I thought I'd see you drown
But I stopped to watch you breath
Cause I wasn't sure if you'd still be there
Like you said you'd be
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7. |
Closest
03:40
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Fold me under the noise
Warm light, you’ll tuck away all of the fight
I’ve been meaning to be open to the consequences
And I’ve been meaning to keep on them
Choke on the weight
Cause it’s been heavier in my head where
I lay
I’d take everyone with me
If I could
Hold out and keep me whole
Worn thinner than I had hoped
Glossed over
I’m on the side
Stuck in the things I write
It’s all so close
Choke on the weight
Cause it’s been heavier on my head where
I lay
I’d take everyone with me
If I could
Might be a while til it’s better
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8. |
Native
01:39
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Why can't I find the front door?
This place is just the worst
Can’t you see the people came
All because of us
Something has gotten in the way of what I like to see
My mirror is missing the reflection
Brighter
Turn the stage lights up
Don't bother listening
The title means nothing
We don't care
About anything but
We don't care
About anyone but me
We don't care
So please don't raise the expectations
Don't care
About anything
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9. |
Selfish
03:39
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What's it all about when you just sit and laugh right in my face
I'd never apologize
For being at home, stuck in the cold
Spotted deer at night
I wouldn't slow, and now it shows again
Broke the headlight but
I couldn't care when there's nowhere to go
Caught a glimpse of good memories and how they broke the mold
I’d never apologize at all
Darling heal me, when I'm feeling down the progress goes
I swear I'm not the glass ceiling holding you over
I've fooled my fair share now
And I’d never apologize for being at home
Stuck but I'll keep quiet today
Because I know
I know
Because everywhere I go I can see that it has been creeping
Slowly
Want me
I've been fearing all the racket coming from the door
Louder now than yesterday there's no relief in sight
But I've fooled my fair share now
And I got my way somehow
Will you stay, close to me
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10. |
Corner of the Bed
04:31
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Fight the thought some more
Or was it ever there to begin with
Paint the cracks over
I don’t care how deep
If they’re not on me
Time won't close the gap between us
Break more just to have you clean up
One more moment to forget what you
Just saw
Miss when you'd write your songs about me
Regardless of how sad
How did it all fall out of place
So keep the book I made you in the corner of your bed
I don't ever want you to forget
We’d always fall out too easily
But I’d just apologize when I didn’t need
Time won’t break molds
I loved how you’d look up at me
Miss when you'd write your songs about me
Regardless of how sad
How did it all fall out of place
So keep the book I made you in the corner of your bed
I don't ever want you to forget
When I won't stand to look you in the eyes because you are so much happier than I'll ever be,
I will not forget the things that you told me to quiet my mind, quiet the thoughts
I can't keep faking it, every time I write back
Worry all day and wonder where it all leads to when the night falls
When the night falls
Counting down days that don't start or end with me in mind
I’ve been slow
I’ve been the problem
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